To anyone who read my other blog (which i deleted due to the depressing matters of my life.)
I think you should know that i drove alone for the first time tonight!
Its been 1 year 5 months and 14 days since my DUI occurred and it wasn't until 3 hours ago that i got back behind the wheel and drove somewhere without someone like a bf or parent in the car.
I can't begin to tell you how childish, and handicapped i felt being unable to feel that sense of freedom and you don't realize how incredible the feeling is until you go through it. In addition, I have never sang so hard in my life! I'm not a person who is comfortable singing in front of other people despite that given the right moment and place, i can sing pretty darn good but in my car, I can sing forever and with whomever! I love it!
I wish i could have stuffed all the people i care about most in the car with me to share that moment with them, but instead, i just called them. If you got a phone call tonight or text, just know that i appreciate all the times you helped me out when i hit a low point in life. Deeply and sincerely.
T H A N K Y O U ! !
Anyway, it was a real break through in life for me and i just thought to share this epic moment with anyone and everyone who cares to read my blog.
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