Defining Soulmates and Stuff

What is a Soulmate?

Everyone has their own version of what this meaning is and who it stands for, it helps create a security for them when they ask the question of whether they've found their soulmate, or are still in the process of finding them.

I believe there is a soulmate for everyone. They may not be your lover or even your best friend.. I believe they are you in another body.

To explain this meaning i have to tell you of that person whom i call my soulmate... This person may or may not know who they are, but they know our relationship as soulmates is real. It's that person who understands you in all aspects, your jokes, your concerns, your dreams and yourself. When you're with them, they make you feel free and when i hug this person, lay close to them or touch their body, i feel a connection stronger than any gravitational pull can bring together, more desirous than any infatuation can define.

 To lose this person is the end of you, its to take away the deepest meaning of love. To be alone, even when surrounded by a grand stadium of people. 

Needs Vs. Wants

You know you've procrastinated when 24 hours isn't a long enough time to achieve everything you need to achieve. 

I'm procrastinating as we speak. 

This semester has just pulled the rug out from under me and i can honestly say that i can feel myself falling and when i finally land, I'm afraid i may be left with some hefty bruises and poor scores.

So what have i been doing besides what i'm "supposed" to be doing?

L I V I N G

I'm simply doing the stuff that makes me happy, getting caught up in it, and then snapping back to reality only to realize that time has skipped beats and has left me with soo much busy work to do.

The problem with school is that, I was rushed into college by my parents in a manner that made it seem as though, if i don't get my degree by 4 years, I'll fall behind EVERYONE my age and probably fail in life. So with that said, i rolled out of high school and jumped IMMEDIATELY on a few different ideas of degrees ranging from aviation to history teacher to joining the marines to now film and business marketing and guess what mom and dad? I'm still behind!! haaa.. And to add to this sad story i'm still not happy with my choices of degree so i'm going to add Anthropology to my load of school because why the heck not??

Besides, lets say i do find something i'm passionate about and go to school for it, like writing. The only classes i'd care to take are creative writing, poetry, and illustrative art! You know, the stuff that actually racks the mind rather than working on mindless busy work that has nothing to do with the degree.. like geology.

"Give me a pencil and i'll tell you a real story."

I've been writing a book for 5 years secretly under my breath, threw the tips of my fingers and basically its kickin ass! If you saw my blog post on Facebook and thought, "Ooo what did she write about now..." Then you'd dig this book because its me, its my buried thoughts and quotes i cared not to delete. Yet, its a lively story that shows you a side of my brain that a single professors grade may portray as, "Not so brilliant."

It's been proven by many, that a person doesn't need school to succeed but rather, a singular idea and desire to expand greatly on that idea and thus, we find success. I shall continue this drive to write more on my book tomorrow but for now, back to being a slave to a concealed mind because as my elementary school always said,

  "Knowledge is Power" 

Now i sigh once more and bid you adieu.